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The Loser

by Gospel

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1.
Bravo 04:36
Joy and Horror I feel so alive But life's not that fun anymore BEHOLD Ye old kid As he throws another tire on the trash fire In a wasted bid How can this be real How can this be ok Well it's not ok, man It's not ok Gimme a new language for recovery This one just isn't working All I see are angry men Wrong and angry, broken men They say you can't go home I found that to be true And after all the problems all the bullshit All the things I've been through I'll take a pale ride across the road Cause this campfires growing cold No more psycho mode I'm feeling sick I'm feeling sick You can normalize the pain But you can't escape the schtick I'll take a pale ride across the road Tell pa I'm coming home All the best of joys are born from misery If you see me dancing, see me smiling You know where I'll be With that pale ride across the road A dead man with no home
2.
Deer Ghost 03:24
We're all invisible now just waiting for you to get it This is over your head This is over your head A solid form A wistful wall Form is forever redefining form We walk in a line Hand in hand But do not speak For quite some time With flaming mouth One million eyes I am mighty all destroying time In the fat bath In the acid bath The unreal is unsurpassed No more waves break on the shore This does not work anymore Things are not the same But I have not changed Flames don't burn bright anymore This does not work anymore Things are not the same But I have not changed The unreal is everything where the real ceases to be I demand to speak with the author of this universe About some things that are bothering me To work alone To work with all To bear the fruit To take the fall Now that the flaws are all visible now just waiting to be inspected This is over your head This is over our head
3.
Hhyper 06:04
I burst in through the door on the break With an ominous chill and a fire in my eyes And it burns with unknowable desire Line em all up And I'll shoot em all down Stack your quarters If you want to go a round Cuz I'll light it up I'll never come down My hands are steady My game is sound Now life's looking up My man comes around We'll leave this room And hit the town And so it goes I burst in through the door on the break With an ominous chill and a fire in my eye And it burns with unknowable desire I go to the frame Put my head through the wall I crawl my way down Into the hole I vanish down In through the wall Into the hold Into the cold I go And I've dreamt of this very moment A ball of fire in the sky Burning ships upon the horizon There's no reflecting now We've amassed the disease And we cannot stop the war Like my buddy over there Assume we're done for
4.
S.R.O. 06:00
He's just a quiet man who likes to talk a lot He's just an old soul living in a young man's body Now is it a middle aged man's body Or a slightly older man's body He's just an old man living in an old man's body Hello, I've been waiting here for you As a matter of fact, man We've all be waiting here for you You're falling backwards Tumbling towards the ground Will it rush up to break your neck or is there no bottom to be found? I hope you realize you're a bastard But your father's still around And his straight white version of events Isn't how this shit goes down Oh it's real you're falling faster Tumbling further down I wish I could tell you that it gets better, man But it doesn't It doesn't at all All my enemies..they are imaginary All my demons..they are real as day Step back There are punks all over the world
5.
Tango 05:34
Morbid desire for the infinite The outer circle complete Crystal shank Conjugal Man's mind resists through the crystal On hold: Sirius Disconnect Disconnect Never has consciousness been so intact Been so intact A million husbands without children A million husbands without children Everything you fear is waiting for you if you will Everything you fear, is waiting for you if you will
6.
White Spaces 03:17
The pines are breaking The wind takes a heavy toll On branches frozen And the worker in the cold I am my father's son I am my mother's child I break my back for you I give my time Now the winds are shifting The rose has virus and in time We'll dig it from the garden And throw it on the pyre For all you own You won't own this You won't own up You won't own me Splash some water on my face 10 hours in it's okay Rewind, repeat This is how it is The things I say to you I am really saying to myself While we're on the subject of taste It is a faulty trope When you prefer who plays In your country home The palms are wasted Someone's salted all the fields Beds are burning from what you've wrought here
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Warm Bed 05:17
Oh It's been a long time Since he went away And he's coming home Tonight Looking for clean sheets Maybe something to eat To get in from that cold, cold night Well he takes and he takes and he takes Where there's nothing left to give He walks past that house That he once knew How it looks so different In this light Well he knows they don't need him And she prays he don't see them He is not what they need Tonight Well he takes and he takes and he takes When there's nothing more to give And if anyone asks Where is the light Tell them it never goes on It never shines bright And if this is the faith I would rather face the void And if these are your rules I choose a life of crime Well he takes and he takes and he takes And there's nothing more to give Let's hear it for the boy How he makes a rotten man Well he takes and he takes and he takes When there's nothing more to give

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released May 13, 2022

Recorded by Kurt Ballou with Zach Weeks and Steve Johnson. Mastered by Magnus Lindberg.

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